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January reads!

Heyooo! Back after my unexpected two week hiatus to bring you a list of what I’ve read this January. I didn’t read nearly as much as I feel like I should’ve this month (especially considering I bought about 12 new books xD) but I’d like to start doing these posts monthly in order to encourage myself to read as much as I used to. So without further ado, here are my January reads!


The Likeness by Tana French

Previous to this book, I had read In the Woods, Tana French’s debut novel, and could. not. put. it. down!! I bought The Likeness right afterwards because I saw that it was the logical ‘next’ book in the Dublin Murder Squad series (they are standalone novels, they just contain a lot of the same characters), and let me tell you, it did not disappoint. Just like In the Woods, this was an insane page-turner for me- I was up past midnight choking down coffee and trying to crash skidding into the finish when I had a six o clock wakeup the next day because I HAD SIXTY PAGES LEFT I COULDN’T STOP THERE. The story is from the point of view of detective Cassie Maddox, who gets sucked into a case where a girl is found murdered who looks exactly like her and was using an old alias of hers. Cassie poses as Lexie Madison (the fake name of the dead girl) and infiltrates the house where she lived with four of her friends, a set of mysterious characters who attend and teach at the local college and live in a big, historic & isolated house. This book is SO full of suspense, and when events finally unravel to the case’s end it’s like coming to the end of a great rollercoaster ride- not that I know what that’s like, AHAHA. I felt for a lot of the characters, and the ending was just so tragic and perfect and contained a lot of twists a and unexpected elements. (Also, can I just note Cassie is a much better narrator than Rob from In the Woods, one of my only complaints about that book was that he was too whiny xD)


How to be Perfect by Ron Padgett

I got How to be Perfect on a trip to the book barn in Niantic, where the cover arrested me with its simple image and title.  This is a hard book to review not only because it’s the first poetry book I’m attempting to review (and poetry is so much harder for me to critique in any way). I wasn’t the biggest fan of it overall as a collection though I did see it had a lot of high ratings on Goodreads- a lot of the poems didn’t engage me personally, though I will say Ron Padgett is a master of taking poetry from everyday thoughts and musings. His poetry is very accessible and often humorous while still penetrating to a deeper level. I did love the title poem and there were a few others (“The Stapler” comes to mind as well) that resonated with me.


Black Butler volumes 1-3 by Yana Toboso

Premise: In 1800s England, the young aristocrat Ciel Phantomhive forges a pact with the demon Sebastian Michaelis, who poses as his butler. The exchange is to be Ciel’s soul for revenge against those who wronged him by selling him into slavery and murdering his parents two years prior to the story opening. Finally started in on this series after watching the anime a few months back, and so far I am LOVING it! I’d heard that it’s a different animal than the anime entirely (as in, a lot of the anime never happens in the manga, which is 21 volumes so far! AHH! ) and I’m already seeing this manifest. Right now I’m at the place the story starts to deviate, after the Jack the Ripper arc when Ciel and Sebastian go hunting with Elizabeth and her mother. The artwork is beautiful in these books, and I can’t imagine the level of research on Victorian England that must I am obsession-level fixated on Grell Sutcliff (you don’t want to know the amount of amount of needless merch I bought…it’s a veritable Grellection…hahaHA) and I am finding Grell’s character even more amazing in the manga…slightly different from the anime, but in a very good way. Actually, everyone’s character is more shapely and complex here so far, which I suppose I should expect, as it usually is the case in the jump from screen to page. Even Sebastian, who was probably my least favorite (IDK, I know a lot of fans of BB love him, I just found him realllly boring in the anime) is a little more intriguing to me so far. I can’t wait to read further, especially as from hereon out it should be completely new story to me!

Welll, that’s about it! Hope you’re well and I’ll see you next week!


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New Year’s Resolution Time! {2016 edition}

OH HEY. Long time, no see, blogging world! I started last year by writing down a list of my resolutions for the new year and at that time I promised a check in of sorts around the end of it. So this post is going to be both addressing last year’s resolutions and how well I did in keeping them and putting up some new resolutions. LET’S SEE HOW I DID.

Last year’s resolutions:
1. submit writing more places: I actually did really well at this in the first few months of the year. Before 2015, my poetry hadn’t seen much more than the inside of my filing cabinet, and now it’s been published in a few excellent journals online. (you’ll eventually be able to see a list of places my poetry appears on the MY POETRY page here, once my ass gets around to it). I wish I’d kept this up for the whole year, but alas, I did not.
2. keep up with this blog: once again, after the first few months, this one went to the wayside (as you might’ve been able to deduce from the complete lack of activity on here).
3. read 100 books: I don’t even want to talk about how hard I failed here. I not only didn’t make it to the goal, but I read less than I’ve read any other year since I started listing my yearly books read (nearly 10 years ago, before I was on goodreads). My grand total was 21. I WEEP.
4. Eat healthier: didn’t take this one seriously until the end of the year, when I’d had it with feeling like total shit all the time, some of which could be attributed to my total shit diet (who knew? lol) and now I do a bit better with it. Not much to report, I’m no health guru by a long fucking shot, but hey, sometimes I snack on fruit instead of cupcakes so I don’t think I failed utterly here : )
5. Get dressed every day: nope. Nope. noooope.

Now, to be fair, 2015 was astonishingly successful in some ways that never showed up in my resolutions. I 1: finished the first draft of one novel and wrote an entire first draft of another novel, 2- began driving on the highway. This is a big breakthrough for me, as I’ve always had a lot of anxiety surrounding driving and highway driving in particular. 3- summoned the courage to participate in open mics for poetry and a couple book promotion events. These things are SUCH A MAJOR WIN for me.

Now, instead of going straight into listing my 2016 resolutions with bright-eyed and bushy-tailed vigor, I wanted to take a moment to pay tribute to something I ordered completely on impulse this year along with a new wall and desk calendar, which is THIS BOOK (pictured below and available for purchase here  by Lisa Jacobs )


I waffled about whether to buy this for a while before getting it, but MAN am I glad I did. It starts off with a section for review of the past year, filled with prompt questions, then moves on to plans for the new year, and then the final section is set up like a monthly planner in order to keep track of the stated goals, complete with a midyear review section and quarterly reflections. The questions are so pertinent to my craft too, which I was a little surprised at- I don’t know why, though, writing is after all a ‘creative business’. It’s so well-organized and thorough that it helped me put my thoughts in order in a way I’ve never done before. I always thought ‘sure, I know what I want to get out of this year’, but this book really is effective in peeling back vague ambitions to reveal concrete goals (also, may I just say that when the author uses her own workbook every year, you know you’ve struck gold). If you work at anything creative with any real seriousness and struggle due to being completely in charge of your own schedule/fitting that around the rest of your life, this is for you!! (I wasn’t paid to advertise this book, I’m just hella enthusiastic, guys.)

Okay, anyway. One of the things the Your Best Year 2016 book prompted me to do was to actually write out not only the things I failed at last year, but WHY it was that I failed and examine how not to make the same mistakes again.

For example, when I planned to submit more writing, I ultimately failed due to giving myself too much of a structured schedule to follow for submissions/hours spent working in general. When an event would come up in my life and I missed a day, everything went to hell because of this bizarre brand of perfectionism. This has been a character flaw of mine for a long time, something I’m trying to erase this year. When I planned to keep up with this blog, I did really great with weekly posts, until I got over-enthusiastic and decided I wanted to try and post 3 times a week instead of one. Don’t remember that? That’s because it didn’t fucking work. I tried to do too much and the stress on my mind burnt me out before I got too far at all. When I planned to read 100 books, I failed because I wasn’t being serious about placing restrictions on any other type of media that would get in the way of enjoying reading. Once I got down to the root of the reasons I missed the mark here, I was able to make some clearer 2016 resolutions.

So, without further ado, here they are, my new and improved resolutions for 2016:

  1. Get the rough draft of a book I’ve had laying around edited and acquire an agent. – The biggest, most daunting goal, probably, and the one I spent the most time mapping in Your Best Year. As a self-published author, I’ve had little experience with traditional publishing, but I want to give it a shot for the first book in the rough trilogy I finished last year. The rough draft of the first book has been finished for nearly a good four years now and this has always been something I wanted to ‘try doing eventually’ but never initiated. Game on!
  2. Limit time spent online unless it’s for work purposes – this resolution helps out my “read 100 books” goodreads challenge goal, which I’m giving another go-around this year. I know if I successfully limit my time wasted doing god-knows-what-I-do to eat 500,000 hours a year online, I will read more books in my spare time as a direct result (I’m not a TV person). It will also kill off my biggest distraction to getting writing/editing/you name it done. Your Best Year gave me the excellent idea of giving myself a little chunk of time faffing on twitter, instagram, youtube, wherever as a reward if I spend a bigger chunk of time devoted to working and keeping away from checking my phone.
  3. Show up at office as many days as possible- This one’s exciting mostly because for the first time I have a real office space, separate from the place I sleep, and even five days into the year, it’s really helping. I’m not going to give myself a stringent, impossible-to-follow schedule. Instead I’m going to endeavor to 1- wake up at a reasonable time. I do my best work earlier in the day, and 2- show up for however many hours or tasks I’ve allotted that day. Even if it’s a day I have to be at my other, paying job, I want to get in maybe an hour in the morning.
  4. Get a chapbook of poems together- The original resolution was going to be something more vague like “get back into writing fresh poetry”, but I came out with this one instead. I’ve always wanted to pull a collection of poetry together, and a chapbook is a great place to start. Over the past few months, I’ve been attending poetry open mics and I’ve been honored to meet and hear and be inspired by so many amazing fellow poets, and yet… I still feel blocked when it comes to my own writing. If I resolve to have a chapbook out this year, I will HAVE to write new things.

That’s about everything! Well, there are more small goals, but these are the major writing-related ones at least! If you’ve stuck with me this far, thanks, I wish I had a cookie to give you because you really deserve one. What’ve you got planned for 2016? Do you enjoy planning resolutions out or do you like to take it as it comes? I’d be interested to know!
Until next week!



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March reads


Why is this called March reads, you may ask? It’s friggin’ April!! Well, you’re right. But I’m going to be painfully honest. I didn’t read much in March. All of TWO BOOKS in fact. So I’m going to start my first installment of weekly reviews with the last MONTH’S worth :P. It’s worth noting that I read both of these books for book clubs I belong to (and finished NEITHER of them in time for the actual club meeting, FAIL). But since they were book club books, they were both picked out by people other than me, which I always find interesting. LET’S SEE WHAT I THOUGHT, shall we??

Wild by Cheryl Strayed

4 stars

Fun fact: I started reading this book on my 26th birthday. Fun Fact #2: Cheryl  was also 26 when she started out on the PCT (Pacific Crest Trail), an account of which she gives in this book.

I found this story overall inspiring. I didn’t have anything approaching Cheryl’s tumultuous past, but my mother also died when I was around the same age hers did, and it also left me feeling lost in a lot of ways, many of which I have yet to resolve. The nerviness of setting out on the trail with no experience and no companions, staggered me. It’s the type of thing I like to think I could do but very much doubt I could- but knowing this is a real-life account and that she did in fact succeed in what she set out to do is what makes it inspiring. I thought the way Strayed mixed some of the stories from her past and memories of her mother into the story instead of giving us it all in one was very effective and organic, like she told it as she felt it or as it was relevant along her journey.

Probably the worst part of this book for me was just the fact that there were a little too many parts where I could just set the book down, forget about it and not come back to it for a while. I would get bored with one part that seemed to stretch on a little too long, and I’d give up for a while. A lot of that is personal taste though- I have a brother who’s super into hiking and he also read this book and told me it took him two days to fly through it. As for me, it took around fifty straight pages of reading to get me to really READ with fixed concentration.  For such a short book, it took me quite a while to get through it.

(Also, I realize how dumb this one is, but she starts her journey with a fresh tattoo, and as a tattooed person myself, I wondered how the hell she managed to care for it/keep it from getting infected on the trip. SO off-point, but still xD)

My favorite part of it was the fact that there was no solid “Moral of the Story”. It was an honest account of something one woman set out to do and succeeded in doing. It changed her along the way, but she doesn’t go into extreme detail over how it changed her, how it resolved all her issues or any of that other cheesy shit. I liked and HELLA appreciated how real it was. The solitude of her final nights and the joy and sadness in knowing they were her last, the high at the end of her great test of will, and then the ‘what now’ moment after. I panicked a little with her whenever she ran so low on money she couldn’t even buy a drink, and especially when she met the two sleazy men towards the end of the trail.

So even though there were several parts where I became bored, at the end of it- which I read considerably faster- I came out feeling empowered and just really *good*. I think I was meant to read this book when I did so I’m glad the book club assigned it. I’m curious as to what the movie is like, though I’m always wary about that sort of thing 😛

Cain’s Blood by Geoffrey Girard

3.5 stars

I don’t often read books like this- all the reviews on the back cover kept comparing it to Michael Crichton, but since I’ve never read anything by Michael Crichton the comparison was lost on me. This did remind me of Thomas Harris and a little bit of Stephen King, both authors I’ve very much enjoyed, in the way it was written.

One of my least favorite things about this book was how Jeff, the ‘good’ clone of Jeffrey Dahmer who helps Castillo throughout, appeared to have almost no personality. I wanted there to be more of him, just more…emotion in general, and I wanted him to get angry more often than he did because honestly any normal kid would be LOSING IT just a little. I wondered for a bit if it was to distinguish him thoroughly from the other kids, who turned into the monsters they were raised to be. Then around the time we find out he was cloned as an older boy with no real childhood memories, I wondered if that might be the reason for his unusual passiveness and I hated it just a little less xD. (There is another book by Girard called Project Cain from Jeff’s point of view, and I’m wondering if his character is a little more complex/interesting in that one than it was here). In any event, you still end up feeling for him with all he goes through because DAMN.

One of my favorite things about this book was the crazy fuck Dr. Jacobson’s actual murky reasons for doing his experiments. I found the fact that it was really about him in the end very true to the human condition. He believes from an early age that he is either related to or is somehow an incarnation of Jack the Ripper (even though the latest research shows he probably ISN’T), and wants to prove to himself that this is just a part of his nature and is therefore inevitable.

I was really, really impressed with the ingenuity of the idea behind this book. Not only was it terrifying to think that this organization is making clones of all the world’s worst serial killers, as well as human-creature hybrids from the same DNA, but to think that this is all within the realm of possibility, that human cloning and testing could come to be used in such an immoral way in the future of the world- that’s where the real horror comes in.

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news, reviews, and recommendations!

First, some good news. It is TWO-FOLD.

  • I had A Dewdrop Away reviewed on Reader’s Favorite and I managed to wangle a five-star out of them! (I should clarify that this does not mean I bribed them, just that 5 stars was a pleasant surprise) ❤ Here’s the beauteous review in all its glory:
  • I had two of my poems published in Verse-Virtual, an online literary magazine/community of writers. Look at my stuff here:  (also, check out the rest of the April issue, there are some GREAT poets contributing this time around.) What makes Verse-Virtual really special is that with each accepted submission, you’re given a little author bio of the poet and an email address, and then encouraged to contact them to tell them what you think of their work. I think this is AWESOME, and there is far too little of that type of community among writers.

Now to the task at hand. Fact of the matter is, I got up this morning and finished a book, popped on Goodreads to review it and realized I am a staggering 10 or so books behind my goal (100). NOOOOO. This is not acceptable. I’ve read only 14/100 books and 10 of those were manga (which, let’s face it, don’t take a very long time to blow through) So, I’ve sucked at reading so far this year. WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. That’s when I had the brilliant idea to actually act on my idea to review books here more frequently.

I’m aiming to review whatever books I’ve read during the week, once a week, on this blog. This is to encourage myself (kick my ass) into trying to get through at least a book a week. Though no one should be expecting my reviews to be ‘professional’ by far, I would like to have at least some sort of rating code to refer to. Which brings me to this:

I hate rating books.

In fact, for a very long time, I stayed away from Goodreads BECAUSE I hate rating books. What a book means to me is so hard to define and sometimes even shifts with time. It is also, so, so SUBJECTIVE. All the same, since I do a lot of reviews of books I read here, I decided to formulate a rating system that works okay for me. Remember, this isn’t really objectively about how good the book really was, how ‘quality’ in terms of literature, just about how engaged I got with it and how I personally felt. I make no claims that you’ll like every book I rate high—what was a five star for me might be a two star for another person, and so on.

Also, you will find that I never rate a book below 3 stars. This is because quite frankly, if I don’t like a book on at least a three star level, I won’t continue reading it. Life’s too short, and there are so many books on my too-read list already, it gives me anxiety, which would only be amplified if I felt like I had to finish every book I started.

So every book I rate/review here is a book I personally liked on some level, though I will also give any negatives as well in order to make it well-rounded. ALSO, there will probably be spoilers, though I’ll try to keep them of more of a minor nature.

Here’s the key to what each rating means for me:

3 stars: May have been a bit cheesy/cliche, and perhaps had more 2d characters than anything else, but was overall a good, swift read with a decently intriguing plot.

4 stars: Might be slow-paced or clunky at times, but very emotionally resonant and/or thought-provoking and keen. Usually a few good well-rounded characters at least with an intriguing plot.

5 stars: can’t put it down, resonant and thought-provoking, will think about this book for a long time after reading. Lots of excellent, interesting characters, fantastic plot.

I also rate 3.5 (between a 3 and a 4) and 4.5 (between a 4 and a 5) : )

Poetry is a little different and a lot simpler. I don’t rate half-stars.

3 stars: LOVED several of the poems, liked a few more

4 stars: LOVED about half of the poems, liked a lot more

5 stars: LOVED most of the poems

I am wide open to reading suggestions– To give you an idea of what I like, I read a lot of fantasy, a lot of ‘contemporary’ fiction, some memoir, some horror/speculative stuff, psychological thrillers, and poetry. I’m not super into sci-fi, teen/YA fiction, crime thrillers, or nonfiction, but hey, there are always exceptions. If you read a book, any book, and fell in love with it, and maybe want to hear my blathering thoughts on it, shoot me an email at the address I’ve mentioned below!

Also, if you’re an independent author and you’ve written a book you feel I might like, go ahead and rec. it to me! I’ll try and give anything I’m recced a shot, and I’ll review everything I finish reading here. If you don’t see a review of your book here, it could be because a) I haven’t got to it  yet. My reading list is monstrous, OR b) I tried it and it just wasn’t my thing (this does NOT mean it was bad, just that I wasn’t personally digging it). Please don’t inquire about it. If I do read and review your book, I will let you know right away when the post with the review is up! : )

Please send any recs to with the subject line “BOOK RECOMMENDATION YOU FOOL” in all caps so I don’t miss it (I consider the “you fool” part necessary, though “knave” and “scoundrel” are also acceptable, as well as other villainous titles- points for creativity!). All I need in the actual email is the name of the author, the title of the book, and maybe a link of where I can find it. A brief summary of why you recommend it is great if you’re feeling inspired but it’s absolutely not necessary. Also include the best way I can reach you to let you know if I’ve reviewed your recommendation.

Disclaimer: I can’t promise any review I write will be particularly professional or polished. They are my thoughts as a nosy, nerdy reader first, a writer second… and a critic third. But at the very least I hope they’re amusing for you, and if I do review a book YOU wrote, I’d be more than happy to repost it to any media/sites you like (Goodreads, Amazon, etc.), just ask!

And finally: You will also find I’ve put all this info up on a separate page, entitled “MY REVIEWS”, so that it can be referred to for….future reference?



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“Why are your characters squirrels?”

“Oh, you’re an author? What do you write?”

“Fantasy.  Adventure.”

“Oh, what’s it about?”

“Well, the characters are squirrels who…”

Usually one of three things goes down after this part, which always feels ridiculously like an embarrassing confession to me as the words leave my mouth.

  1. “Oh. So are they for kids?”
  2. Silence, maybe a vague chuckle or a “That’s interesting.”
  3. “Why squirrels?

My answers to all of the above:

  1. They are for everyone.
  2. Just smile.
  3. It’s a long story.

I don’t mean long as in complex, but often I have trouble coming up with a really solid, concise answer to this. Truthfully, squirrels were what popped into my head when I was coming up with the idea, but perhaps it would help to know when exactly it was that I first conceived the idea for A Dewdrop Away.

I was in late middle school. I was an avid reader. And up until about high school, most of my favorite books featured animals as the main characters. Hence, a lot of the characters I made up in my head were, you guessed it, also animals.

I decided I wanted to use this post to highlight what I consider probably the five most influential books/series behind my inspiration for Dewdrop. (order is not necessarily priority; they’re simply laid out in the order I can remember reading them, from first to last.)

1. the Redwall series by Brian Jacques.


This was probably the first longer, chunkier series I picked up around the age of 8. I made quick work of devouring every single book available, and the best part was, more kept coming out. I was reading these books from elementary through high school and I enjoyed every single installment, though some stick out as my favorites: the original Redwall novel, as well as Mossflower, Mattimeo, Martin the Warrior, The Outcast of Redwall, and The Bellmaker. I’ve never read another series quite like this to date: the characters are so vivid and human. Each species of animal in the Redwall series had its own particular flavor, or stereotypical personality associated with it, though there was occasionally breakage of these perceptions. There were stereotypically ‘good’ animals- mice, squirrels, otters, badgers, etc. , and bad animals, or ‘vermin’- weasels, stoats, foxes, ferrets, rats. The concept of prejudice due to a species’ reputation and of animals who fought battles of good versus evil just as humans do in stories- complete with swords, castles, and quests- ensnared me, and the world of Arborand with its different ‘races’ of squirrels and the conflicts they face was for sure influenced by the magical world Jacques created.

2. The Poppy series by Avi (illustrated by Brian Floca)


Oh boy. I started buying these through my elementary school’s scholastic book club, and I got hooked.  They’re short books with simple stories and in each the heroine, Poppy, is pitted against a different, much larger and more formidable enemy- like the evil owl Ocax in Poppy and some real asshole beavers in Poppy and Rye. I can’t put my finger on what exactly made these books so great, so compulsively readable, but I loved them so much that one of my first attempts at writing my own story was almost an exact copy of the Poppy books. The main character comes from a troubled colony, has to deal with leaving home on her own, and even had a little earring in one ear and had a sassy mockingbird companion that was obviously a fill in for Ereth the porcupine. What can I say, I was really good at hiding my muse xD.

3. The Rats of NIMH series by Robert C. O’Brien and Jane Leslie Conly


I can’t remember exactly when I started reading these books, but I actually read them twice, and it’s rare for me to read a series twice through, no matter HOW much I like it. The second time I borrowed the audio tapes from my library and listened to it on the floor of my room with my younger brother. They were dark and gritty and perfect, and I loved the community of laboratory rats living free in the wild with their human technologies, and the story of the inner conflict among them and their liberation from the lab at NIMH (National Institute of Mental Health) which had been experimenting on them.

4. Watership Down by Richard Adams


It’s a classic, and there’s GOOD REASON. The mission is simple: for Hazel and his group to find a new warren to call home, but their way is fraught with danger, and a lot of their world as rabbits is out of their control, dictated by the mostly invisible presence of human beings. This story was dark, disturbing and heart-warming all in one breath, and it’s one I will never forget…as I write this I realize I need to reread it. The 1978 movie was also amazing.

 5. The Deptford Mice trilogy by Robin Jarvis


Another darker, more gritty series that centers in book one around mice living underground in the city, then moves to the country in The Crystal Prison. I went through these books in a matter of days after finding the first one in a bookstore in Maine. You forget that these mice are mice. They struggle with superstition, prejudice and fear of “the other”, as well as a dark presence naming itself god. This trilogy also had amazing illustrations to match the unsettling tone.

You forget, in all of these stories, that the characters are animals. They aren’t stories about fluffy little creatures existing in their natural habitats. They are stories about and for people, with deeply human themes, and somehow I feel that the fact they’re told through the eyes of small animals makes that impact stronger. Some other books I loved and read growing up involving animals which didn’t quite make the list are the Silverwing series by Kenneth Oppel, the Hermux Tantamoq Adventures by Michael Hoeye, A Rat’s Tale by Tor Seidler, and The School Mouse by Dick King-Smith (this last of which I took from my school library so many times I think they wondered why I didn’t just have my parents buy it).

So why squirrels? That’s why. I hope you took a seat 😛

Hope you’re all well and I’ll see you next week!



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January reading ~ Hellsing

I don’t typically read a whole lot of manga- actually, I’ve only read two in my life- Death Note a couple years back, which I loved, and now Hellsing.

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Hellsing. Whoa. I really am embarrassingly head over heels for this series.  It all started when my friend Kasi lent me the anime series. She thought I would like it, and boy was she right (she may have even grown to regret it in light of my subsequent obsession xD) I had heard of Hellsing before this, and the dark art style had really grabbed me from the beginning, and I was already really feeling the opening theme ( – waaatch it!!). I tried to reserve judgment since this was a series centering around vampires, and as much as I love vampires (note: I really love vampires), I often feel disappointed in vampire novels/shows these days…they all try to be tres sexy and just end up…silly. But honestly, somehow I knew this was going to be awesome and non-sparkly from the outset.

I really liked how Kohta Hirano’s vampires were a mix of the classic (Alucard’s character and past is loosely based on the story of Dracula- as his name signifies if you flip it around) and the new (as the story progresses, there are numerous inhuman characters introduced aside from vampires. In addition, true vampires can only be created under specific conditions; otherwise the person bitten turns into a ghoul, a braindead zombie with a lust for flesh. Also found the way Alucard shapeshifts and unlocks power levels in order to fight to be, uhm, pretty fucking cool). The plot was constantly engaging and the cast of characters was no less so. My favorite character, hands down, was this lady:

jan2015 426I’m not going to beat around the bush: Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing is a total badass and I may or may not be crushing on her to an unhealthy degree. The fact that she took over the Hellsing Organization at the age of 12 (12!) is slightly impressive to me. Integra’s still very young (22) when the series starts and it shows her grow and learn to be a better leader under the pressure of the war that erupts. She is so dedicated to her cause and fiercely proud to be human in the midst of this craze where every other person lusts to be immortal. Her relationship with Alucard is also very interesting, more complex than your average master-servant bond.

I did read a couple other books this month, but Hellsing was overwhelmingly the flavor of January, and apparently I had a lot to say (HA), so I’m going to leave it at that. I’d like to talk about what I read every month here, not exactly in ‘review’ format- since I hate summarizing plot and rating work on a scale makes me nervous- but in a freer format comprised of impressions, favorites, and just overall uncensored feelings on the stuff I read. Also, there may be spoilers. I will try really hard not to put them in, but I can’t promise anything except to warn you when they’re present.

Hope everyone is well, and see you next week!


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2012 reading– and beyond!!

I always keep track of the books I read (like any good reader, har har har). I used to keep track on goodreads, but I got intimidated by the fact that it was asking me to rank books in a five-star system. It was too much for me. I am a wuss. So! This post is sort of to chronicle my reading SOMEWHERE, so I can look back on it later.

(* denotes a reread)

  1. Lucky (Alice Sebold)
  2. Catching Fire (Suzanne Collins)
  3. Mockingjay (Suzanne Collins)
  4. Life in a Day (Doris Grumbach)
  5. Swimming (Joanna Hershon)
  6. Now Is the Time: 170 Ways to Seize the Moment (Patrick Lindsay)
  7. The Long Walk (Stephen King)
  8. The Running Man (Stephen King)
  9. The Green Mile (Stephen King)
  10. The Witching Hour (Anne Rice)
  11. The Old Man and the Sea (Ernest Hemingway)
  12. Lasher (Anne Rice)
  13.  The Precious Present (Spencer Johnson)
  14.  Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk (David Sedaris)
  15.  Taltos (Anne Rice)
  16. Plain Truth (Jodi Picoult)
  17. The Eye of the World (Robert Jordan)
  18.  The Great Hunt (Robert Jordan)
  19.  The Dragon Reborn (Robert Jordan)
  20.  Candide, or Optimism (Voltaire)
  21.  The Shack (William P. Young)
  22.  Death Note 13: How to Read (T. Ohba & T. Obata)
  23.  Death Note: Another Note, The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases (Nisioisin)
  24.  Death Note: Volume One: Boredom (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  25.  Death Note: Volume Two: Confluence (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  26.  Death Note: Volume Three: Hard Run (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  27.  Death Note: Volume Four: Love (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  28.  Death Note: Volume Five: Whiteout (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  29.  Death Note: Volume Six: Give-and-Take (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  30.  Death Note: Volume Seven: Zero (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  31.  Death Note: Volume Eight: Target (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  32.  Death Note: Volume Nine: Contact (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  33.  Death Note: Volume Ten: Deletion (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  34.  Death Note: Volume Eleven: Kindred Spirit (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  35.  Death Note: Volume Twelve: Finis (Tsugumi Ohba & Takeshi Obata)
  36.  The Dead Zone (Stephen King)
  37.  The Dogs of Babel (Carolyn Parkhurst)
  38.  Snow Flower and the Secret Fan (Lisa See)
  39.  The Velveteen Rabbit (Margery Williams) *
  40.  The Road (Cormac McCarthy)
  41.  East of Eden (John Steinbeck)
  42.  Anna Karenina (Leo Tolstoy)
  43.  Erec Rex: The Dragon’s Eye (Kaza Kingsley)
  44.  Erec Rex: The Monsters of Otherness (Kaza Kingsley)
  45.  Four Past Midnight (Stephen King)
  46.  Exquisite Corpse (Poppy Z. Brite)
  47.  A Walk to Remember (Nicholas Sparks)
  48. The Casual Vacancy (J.K. Rowling)
  49.  Lost Souls (Poppy Z. Brite)
  50.  Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland (Lewis Carroll)
  51.  The Severus Snape Paradigm: Outcast, Rebel, Hero (Logospilgrim)
  52.  The Summer Tree (Guy Gavriel Kay)

Incidentally, one of my only new year’s resolutions is to read more. (I always make two resolutions: read more, write more.) So, while last year I tipped 50, this year I’d like to read 100 books.

100 books! A HUNDRED.

To put this in perspective, I am a slow reader (also, you may notice that 12 of the books I read last year were actually manga volumes, which are *considerably* quicker fodder, eh hem ; ) ). For some people who read as often as me, 100 books might be a cinch. For me, it means cutting back a lot of the idle time I spend online when I get free time. It’s going to take dedication! Nerve! Verve, even!

I am ready. And god knows, I have the over-burdgeoning to-read shelf to prove it. Anyone else have this sort of crazy reading-resolution fever?


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